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Young and handsome too

He inflames my desire

Hailing from Green Isle

 

Yet also there is

Sweet and charming smitten Turk

Who wants me as well

 

Time will help decide

As well as traveling to

Homes where I’m welcome

 

❤ Me

 

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Pray

Please pray for my brother who

Really hurt himself in

A fall that fractured his jaw in three places.

Your thoughts of positivity and hope matter.

He has been in the hospital since yesterday morning and will be transferred to a larger one today. The oral surgeon admitted he had never dealt with a trauma such as this in the operating room, and he wants him to have the best care and recovery as possible. I believe he will need facial reconstruction.

My brother has been through so much at only 20 years old. He is suffering from kidney failure and goes to dialysis three times a week to have his blood cleaned with the help of a machine. There is hope and good news that my aunt may possibly be able to donate one of her kidneys to help give him a new chance. I pray and ask for yours as well that hers may successfully work.

He is such a strong person with aspiring dreams to be a musician. I know he will get there someday!

Thank you for your prayers and thoughts for a speedy recovery.

❤ Me

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Flirting with Fire

She hears the familiar

News flash

 

Checking her phone

She sees it’s from him

 

What is he doing?

 

He’s fun

And flirty

And cute

 

But

 

What about his girl?

 

She isn’t doing anything wrong

By talking

 

Hopefully he won’t try

To cozy up closer

To her

While moving away

From his

 

Steady

 

She’s flirting with fire

 

Let’s see where this goes

 

❤ Me

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Our First Kiss

I want to visit
And see the stars in your eyes
As we share a kiss…

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❤ Me

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Go Away

First of all
Under no
Circumstances will you be able to
Know how I’ve been feeling this past year.

You think you can just try an intimidation tactic like that?
Oh, I forgot how concerned with your reputation you are. Back off
Until you disappear from my life again, please…

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-Me

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Today marks the one-year anniversary of me ending my first, longest, and most serious relationship. I woke up feeling pretty darn sick, physically and emotionally, but as the day went on, I’ve been getting much better. Here’s a little something I wrote:

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I’m sick inside and out

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I’ve been crying for hours

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

Every word you said to me a year ago stabs me

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I miss hearing from you

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I wish I could talk to you

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I hope one day you will listen

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I’m praying you’ll understand

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I want there to be peace between us

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I forgive you

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I’ve been moving on steadily

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I’m confident my future love will find me

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

My life is getting better

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I’m letting go

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I love who I am becoming

;

I’m okay

If by okay, I mean

I am.

J is still the most difficult breakup I’ve ever experienced. I can now say, as hard as it is to say, that we ended because I was taken advantage of. For a man to retaliate to hearing That by insinuating I’m a “cheap whore” or “ice queen” or “cheater” is absolutely terrible. He is still probably convinced I was unfaithful to him when in fact, had I not consumed alcohol that one night, it wouldn’t have ever happened in the first place. And this was not my fault. I was not the one in the wrong. I loved J. But to him, I was just another girl who wasn’t satisfied with him sexually and resorted to finding it elsewhere…

My heart is still wounded by his words and deeds. And while the scars may never completely disappear, I am confident that they are healing nicely. In fact, I may or may not have several suitors knocking at my door right now! As awesome as that is, I’m going to put the pause button on committing myself to one man. I want to enjoy being single and free to be all that I can be! I’m not sure how long I will stay this way, but it might be quite some time.

And soon I will sit down and enjoy the film, Un Long Dimanche de Fiançailles without subtitles! Gaspard Ulliel is my ultimate celebrity crush! It will be a wonderful night.

;

<;3 Me

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Comme les oiseaux de l’air qui ne se
Hontent pas des troubles du monde,
On n’a pas des
Inquiets quand nous rêvons de notre futur. Mais nous ne devons pas devoir trop
eXités, ou c’est possible que nous nous perdrons…

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❤ Me

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