Hi everyone!
I’m sorry that I’ve disappeared for a while. Life has taken a very busy turn with a lot of different emotions rushing through me. I had to say goodbye to my dog Daisy last month. It was one of the hardest times for me. She was really suffering, but now she’s in a better place. Sixteen years is a good long life for a dog, and she was definitely a welcome member of our family. I still need to write a poem about her… In better news, I now have a job! I work the front desk of a hotel. It definitely keeps me busy! Tonight I’m going in for an overnight shift. And best of all, there is finally someone special in my life that’s here to stay. He is a wonderful support that I’m blessed to have in my life! You’ll hear more about him soon too.
Last night I was missing Daisy and feeling down on life. It was getting the best of me, so at 2:15am I decided to call my special someone. He answered! We talked for a while, and I was so grateful for his upbeat and positive attitude. I’ve never felt such love and care from any relationship in the past. To help dispel the negative thought processes in my head, he gave me an assignment to write down 100 things that make me feel happy and thankful in life. I thought I would share it with all of you.
- Sharing kisses with my special someone
- A full-body massage
- Playing with and petting Duke
- Being around cute, playful animals
- Bunnies
- Reading a book that I can’t put down
- Roses
- Chocolate (all kinds!)
- Experiencing the Lord of the Rings (through books, extended edition films, and music)
- Enya
- Remembering Daisy memories
- Collecting a paycheck
- Listening to The Fountain soundtrack
- The smell of the air after a rainstorm
- Cuddling in my special someone’s embrace
- Playing the flute
- Singing and improvising what just comes out of me
- Reading journal entries that I wrote when I was younger
- Getting positive feedback on my work (things I share)
- Dressing up and looking especially impressive and beautiful
- My boobs
- Holding a baby
- Harry Potter
- All of my supportive and wonderful online, Facebook, and long-distance friends
- Writing a poem, essay, or story
- Newly fallen snow
- Cheesecake
- Speaking, reading, and writing French
- Exploring and interacting with people from different cultures
- Performing onstage (acting and singing)
- Watching my friends go through pregnancy and children
- The sight, smell, and sound of autumn leaves
- General Tso’s Chicken from China Star
- Learning about horoscopes
- Reading tarot and runes
- Guilty Pleasure TV Shows (Bachelor/Bachelorette, America’s Next Top Model, The Voice)
- Knee-high boots with 5-inch stiletto heels
- An endless supply of books to read
- Sleeping and cuddling with stuffed animals
- Cookies and brownies freshly baked and cooling
- Lounging around in my bathrobe
- Cantoring at Mass
- Being in a library or bookstore
- Going out for a girls’ night
- Dancing and clubbing
- Getting flirty and tipsy
- Watching a hummingbird fly
- Giving and receiving hugs
- Marching band
- Exploring and walking (downtown, nature trails)
- Learning languages
- Wearing pretty dresses
- Dreaming up my wedding
- Making a picnic to enjoy outside
- Having a poem/song written for me
- Attending midnight movie releases
- Going to performances at Webster University
- Eating all types of berries (strawberries, blueberries, blackberries)
- My Grandma and Grandpa Thomas
- Family reunions
- Christmas
- Birthdays
- Strawberry Daiquiris
- Long Island Iced Tea
- Doctor Who
- Movie soundtracks
- Reading a book aloud as a script
- Sleeping deeply
- Piano
- Taking a nap bundled in a blanket
- Making videos
- Sharing poetry I’ve dedicated to someone
- Wearing sexy lingerie
- Listening to the thoughts and ideas of a child
- My mom
- Going on family vacations
- Traveling the world
- Dinner and Movie Dates
- Yellow cake with chocolate frosting
- Free days with no commitments
- Helping someone smile and be happy
- Trivia Nights
- Playing “Challenge” with Dad and my brother
- Going to the lake
- TV Show/Netflix marathons
- Falling asleep and waking up in the arms of my special someone
- Bagels with peanut butter or butter
- Movie nights with my mom
- The smell of chlorine at a pool
- Learning about my genealogy
- Monarch butterflies
- Singing in a prestigious choir
- Meditating and praying with the Holy Trinity and Mary
- Having meaningful tattoos
- Good times with my dad
- Ice Cream
- Making love with my special someone
- Someone telling me that they love me
- The idea that life will grow inside me
- Being alive
There’s my list for you! I encourage all of you to take some time out to write up a list too. It can really help you focus on the positive gifts in your life.
Have a great day!
❤ Me