Archive for October, 2011

I Miss You

This poem is in memory of my cousin who died seven years ago this Friday.


Amidst the cheers and celebration

Of musical victory

My phone rang


She said you left the world today

And mine fell apart


Everything stopped

And I sank to the ground


While memories of you flooded into my mind


You were a bundle of excitement

And trouble

Always finding ways to explore

And see the world through the eyes of

A child


But at such a young age

They found a tumour

In your brain


Yet that didn’t stop you from

Living life to the fullest

Full of mischief and wonder


That last summer we were together

We raised and released monarch



That picture of you

Makes me smile

Even today


Ten years is not enough time for a person to live

And die

We weren’t ready for you to leave us


And I at fourteen struggled

With my pain and sadness

Wondering why and how it was fair that you left

Myself questioned my place on this earth


Seven years have passed

And I still feel you near


I see you on the wings of monarch butterflies

Smiling as you rest on my right shoulder

A tattoo there and on my heart

To always remember you by


I know that you are looking down on me

From heaven


Thank you for watching over me

And reminding me that my life is worth

Living and



I miss you

❤ Me

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Coming to Life

Here is the last poem I dedicated to my ex.


February 18, 2011:


(Mature Content- Continue reading at your own discretion. In fact, it’s probably the most erotic poem I’ve ever written thus far in my writing career.)


You seduce me with your smile

Eyes sparkling with memories we share

Gazing into mine with intensity

And a welcome invitation


My body awakens

As your fingertips trail across my skin

Sparking warmth deep inside me


Our breaths quicken with each passing moment

As our bodies shed every hidden secret

Baring all for the other to embrace and see


Slowly you join with me

In our soft cradle of blankets between the sheets

Entering your home gently and lovingly

My eyes never leaving yours


A trail of kisses is ventured

From my lips down to my neck

Across my shoulders

Ending at the soft curve of my breast


Your lips suckle my nipples

Nourishing yourself with the flow of my love

As my muscles contract around your pulsing hardness

Moving deep within me


Passion, pleasure, and intensity mount

Our bodies joined together

As two halves of a soul uniting


My hands massage down your back

In methodical strokes

To where I clasp your bottom

And press you deeper


We sense the approach of our climax

Wrapping our arms tightly around one another

In an embrace of devotion

Preparing to be united forever


A flood of your seed bursts into me

Spreading a healing flow of your life and love

Through every part of me


You surround a tiny spark of life

And protect it with your honor and loyalty

Bestowing upon it your love and care

As it grows with our nurturing

And one day enters this world

To be a part of our family


Our bond grows with each passing day

Each kiss, each embrace

Not to be broken

But forever strengthened

With our faith, hope, and love

To this day, I’m not sure exactly what happened to us. But the past is the past. Dwelling and analyzing will just dig up pain and worry and stress that I don’t need nor do I deserve. We are done, and there is nothing we could do now to go back to where we were.

I’m healing from this steadily. though. It’s a long road to recovery after being with someone for two and a half years, so close to becoming engaged and living together. I know that I have God and some powerful guardian angels looking down on me and helping me feel better about myself and see that I am a beautiful, talented, and amazing woman. I deserve someone that will acknowledge those traits I have as well as treat me with respect, love, care, patience, and most of all compassion. 

Two weeks ago, someone came into my life by pure chance and is amazing me with how much he would love to be with me and how well he is treating me. I’m being extremely cautious because I do not want to put myself into the same kind of relationship I’ve come from. But ever so slowly my heart is opening up to him. I hope he is the one who will reach the center of my heart (See my poem called “Journey” if you are interested in reading how I measure progress that people in my life make into my circle of trust). No one has reached it yet. He said that he wants to. 

So let’s see what happens.

Have a wonderful Friday and weekend.

❤ Me




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Chilly Winter Nights

January 8, 2011:


The chill air whispers at the windows

Hoping to enter

Hypnotized by the warm glow within


Where you and I cuddle underneath a blanket

On the soft cushions of the couch

Watching our fire in the hearth


The sparks and flames flit and merge

Entwined in a dance of crackling heat

Mimicking our own two hearts


Our bodies touch, my hand clasps yours

As we gaze into the windows of each other’s souls

Leaning toward our blending passions


Your lips gently meet mine

In a tender kiss that breathes new life into me

Nourishing inner flames


We slowly recline

My body supporting your warm embracing presence

Above me as we merge


Creating our own rhythm

Our bodies dance like two flames

As those in our hearth


I am your vessel

And you are my provider

Together our souls make a fire

Unquenchable by water

Creating a wonderful home

During these chilly winter nights

❤ Me

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Set Fire to the Rain

I didn’t write this, but Adele’s music and lyrics (with this song in particular) have become an anthem for me as of late in regards to the story of my past relationship and the recovery after its end.

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they’re strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there’s a side to you that I never knew,
All the things you’d say, they were never true,
And the games you play, you would always win,

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name,

When laying with you
I could stay there, close my eyes
Feel you here, forever
You and me together, nothing is better

‘Cause there’s a side to you that I never knew,
All the things you’d say, they were never true,
And the games you’d play, you would always win,

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name,

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin’ die, ’cause I knew that
That was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door
Now that you’ve gone, must be waiting for you
Even now when it’s already over
I can’t help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
‘Cause I heard it screaming out your name,

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin’ die
‘Cause I knew that that was the last time

Oh, no
Let it burn

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Have a wonderful day.

❤ Me

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Immortal Loves

September 15, 2010:


I would have us be as those immortal loves,

The loves we hear about

That live forever across the ages:


Who had exquisite talents and beauties

Completely unique to themselves,


Where their first glances at each other

Sealed forever their devotion,


When they stumbled upon the perfect match

Without even meaning or trying to,


How every challenge and enemy

Tried to part them and failed.


What pure passion those lovers shared!

Why should those legends remain so?


Our love is not so different than all of theirs

In fact, this wonderful gift of true love

Could very well be even better


Because our story, our devotion, our honesty, our dedication,

Our love

Is real.


And in eternity the two of us shall live forever together as one.

❤ Me

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