Posts Tagged ‘intimacy’

It’s time you know how I really feel


I need to extract all of these feelings

In order to move on from the hurt

The wounds

From the knife that you held

As you stabbed me repeatedly

In my heart, mind, and spirit


I was wary when I started communicating with you

I had been burned by so many men



Dating was losing meaning

I feared that I would no longer know true intimacy


You were patient yet persistent

You said such wonderful words

You painted pretty pictures

You wanted me to get used to seeing the word “love”

And faster than I felt I was ready

You coaxed those three words out of me


I fell hard and fast

Drinking in the sweet nectar of your promises

We spoke of marriage

We spoke of children

I felt love for the second time in my life

It was my fairy tale dream coming true

My hope was restored


And then you betrayed me

You not only changed your mind

But you took back your promises

You lied

You cheated

You manipulated

You used

You took advantage of my sweet soul

You became like all the others before you


I loved you

I really did

I trusted you with my heart

And you replaced me quickly

After I finally found the courage to let you go

Causing me to feel even more worthless


The Universe has me wrapped in its loving embrace

It is showing me that I don’t need you in my life

In fact, I am in an amazing place

My dreams are being realized and fulfilled

I am meeting people entwined in my life path and destiny

I am growing spiritually

I am becoming more of my true self

I am more beautiful


I thought I wouldn’t find anyone as wonderful as you

Well I’ve found several thus far

And all have been better lovers

I don’t need you to get release

Because you’re not even worth my time

I’m not dependent on a relationship to feel complete

I don’t need one


I’m content with being independent

I will choose my friends and partners

If I want intimacy, I will get it

Because I have goals

I have a purpose that needs to be fulfilled

And that fuels me much more powerfully


My heart has hardened

I don’t trust anyone

Love won’t come easily

I now doubt every single act of compassion and love

I fear commitment

I’m afraid for my heart

Because of you


I hope that you’re happy

With whomever you’re with

I hope she can give you what you want

I apparently couldn’t


But you know what?

I’ll be fine

I’m stronger than ever

More powerful

I’m going great places

I’m lightyears beyond you

I’m too good for you


Hopefully this will help bring me peace

You’ve been haunting me far too long

I shouldn’t waste thoughts on you

I never want to see you again

But you’ll see me

You’ll see me on the silver screen

And on the cover of magazines

You’ll hear my voice on the radio

You won’t be able to rid yourself of me

I will be everywhere


But you will be long gone




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Come to Me

Come to me

Come to my bed

Come and kiss me


I’m longing for fulfillment

Lying here

Ready and waiting

For you to descend upon me


I gaze up at you

With fiery eyes

Wanting you to devour every inch of my skin

In a passionate embrace


Slowly and gently

Your hands caress my body

Searching for my treasure

Exploring deeper and deeper

Until our bodies meet and merge as one


Our souls unite with fervent adoration

We are no longer separate

But one self

Joined forever as soul mates


Come to me

Come to my bed

Come and kiss me



❤ Me

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I Want Eternity

I would rather

Spend eternity

Gazing into your eyes

Caressing your face

And kissing your lips


Than be


From you


Watching you

Causes thrills

Of excitement

To run through my veins

Sending sparks

Of desire

All across my body


You make my heart




All for you

My love


I’m entrusting my heart

In your hands

Your loving care

To treasure it

And keep it safe


I’m trusting you

With my life

My love

I’m yours




❤ Me

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