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You might think that you know me

But you don’t

You formulate your biased opinion

Based on your own life experiences

You judge me

Because it’s impossible not to

Decide whether or not you like someone

Free from your own personal viewpoint

You might think that you know me

But you don’t

I try to be kind with my words

I am a compassionate human being

I enjoy discussion

I believe in diversity

I like to be respectful

I don’t mind if you have a different opinion or viewpoint

But when you become personally disrespectful

I have a problem with that

You might think that you know me

But you don’t

Once my trust in you is broken

We’re done

It’s difficult enough to build trust in the first place

So if you betray me

You’ve lost me forever

That’s not my fault

You should have thought about how I might feel

Before you chose to do it

You might think that you know me

But you don’t

I don’t have time to waste on you

Especially when you don’t care about my feelings

Or myself as a person

So I’m just going to move on

You might think that you know me

But you don’t

Guess what?

You just inspired my newest poem

After more than a year of writer’s block

Be proud of yourself

Just remember

You might think that you know me

But you don’t

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I love you

But I don’t know how much longer I can live with this

 

Every day vacillates between two polarizations

One day I want to keep you close

The next I want to let you go

One day I want to kiss you

The next I want to push you away

One day I want to laugh happily

The next I want to burst into tears

One day I want to be friends with her

The next I want to scream at you both

 

This whole situation is fucked up and unfair

I don’t deserve this

My heart doesn’t deserve this

My spirit doesn’t deserve this

I deserve a love better than this

 

I want a love that’s timeless and infinite

Encompassing me in a nurturing embrace

Nourishing life between us

I want forever

Not simply a season

 

I love you

But I don’t know how much longer I can live with this

 

Ruminations

 

-Me

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You pushed me away

Because I took the chance and

Kissed you the first time

 

You never told me

That you didn’t believe in

Rushing a first kiss

 

How can I read your

Mind when your body tells me

Something otherwise?

 

I suppose women

Taking the initiative

Isn’t your style

 

Someday I’ll find one

That believes in give and take

Between both sexes

 

Next time make it clear

So as not to confuse girls

With your traditions

 

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-Me

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Can’t Be Tamed

My spirit
Like my heart
Can’t be tamed
No matter how hard you may want to try

Times like these make me want to give up
Altogether
For every time that I may slowly start
To open my heart for someone
Something happens that dashes my hopes to the ground
Shattering my expectations into a thousand pieces

This is what makes me want to rip my heart out
Hide it away
Lock it up in a chest
Tossing it into the sea
And burying the key

I won’t stop seeing men
Not for you
I won’t wait anymore

If you prove you’re worth it
Maybe I’ll consider you again
But for now I’m living in disappointment

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-Me

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Pissed Off

I will not be
Strung along
Like some doll
Tied with a string
To drag along
As you play with
My emotions

Frankly, my dear,
I don’t give a damn
I just want some
Common courtesy of a
Returned call
Or more effort

I’m not easy
And I will certainly make it
More difficult
To catch me now

Silence will fall
Have a taste of your own medicine

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-Me

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