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I can never forget my first

Love

He is etched on my heart and soul

From when I was innocent and untouched

Not yet soiled by society

Still naive and hopeful

Passionate and creative

Dreaming of a bright future

But then I was ripped from my fantasies

Stripped bare

Raped by medicine and doctors and diagnoses

I was a virgin penetrated by traumas

It was painful

I didn’t belong

I longed to escape from my cage

And so I burned my Self to the ground

Resurrecting and liberating myself

On the ninth day

My first love never came to me

He never held me

Nor did he touch me

All I had was his words

Brief glimpses of his voice that I have since forgotten

And photos

Eleven years have passed

I am now married and living abroad

He is engaged to another

Yet we are closer than before

Nothing will ever happen that could compromise our evolved lives

But I do hope that one day our bodies will someday stand in the presence of one another

And our souls will greet one another

With love, light, happiness, and peace

Because out of that tumultuous time

Came a Phoenix

She has been reborn on several occasions

Over the years

Yet there is still the innocent dreamer

Hidden beneath the ashes

Waiting

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Sparks of Memories

I feel the sparks emanate between us

Like tendrils of desire and excitement

With every glance you give me

Every smile that beams from your heart to your eyes

Every touch you brush against me

Every greeting and parting hug

 

Yet it is best that nothing is done

Our friendship and love we share

Blessings given to the earth and humanity

Is of greater worth than submitting to our egos

Temptations running wild

 

I’ll always wonder

And so will you

 

But we can share our love in many other ways

Our intense energies utilized in other pursuits

Like creative inspiration I already incorporate in many ways

 

My heart

My crown

My spirit

Will enjoy our moments together

 

Yet my lips will always remember the echoes

Of what once was

And what could have been

 

You will feel them sweetly on your cheek

As little footprints on your heart

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❤ Me

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Hope Restored

Tall, dark, and handsome
Multilingual
Established in life
Lover of music
Big dreams for the future
The determination and drive to succeed

You’re a dream
And yet
You’re real

I wasn’t expecting you to find me
Yet here you are
Sharing your heart with mine
And embracing my own with care and compassion

I can’t wait to meet you
Seeing and feeling for myself
What I trust and believe you’re offering

You’re genuine
Honest
Loyal
Patient
Kind

And what’s most rare, unexpected, and amazing of all
You share my faith and beliefs
I’ve never met or encountered a man like you

But I will take this slow
With careful caution
And an open eager mind

You’re everything I’ve always dreamed of wanting
And you feel the same way

My hope is restored

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❤ Me

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My Choice

Choosing to be with only you, despite the
Hardships we will
Endure with the distance between us, feels
Right
In a way that I cannot describe.
Something about you is different in your
Heart that I don’t want to lose.

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Your Words

Each minute spent waiting
Lasts a lifetime

But when you do
Speak
Your words become butterflies

Fluttering from my chest
Causing my heart to beat faster
My lungs to expand in eager heaves
My lips to part
In intoxicated anticipation

I don’t believe
You know
The power of your words

They hypnotize me
Captivate me
Enthrall me

With an unseen power
They can reduce my heart
To a crumbled mess
Or an ecstatic joy
With only a few
Simple syllables

Be careful
Take care of my heart
I’m entrusting it in your hands
For the time being

Don’t break it
Or my spirit will leave
And look back with sad pity
On what you destroyed
And will never receive whole again

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❤ Me

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