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Insomnia

Insomnia plagues

As her mind races without

Stopping for relief.

 

 

It’s at times like this when I really wish there was an “on/off” switch for my brain. My mind keeps dwelling on thoughts, ideas, and issues of all shapes and sizes and just won’t let me sleep.

If anyone would like to share their bedtime rituals that help them get a nice refreshing sleep, please feel free. I’m interested in some helpful ideas and suggestions.

<3 Me

Birthday Boy

This is in honor of the birthday boy today. He just turned three!

 

Daring to confront all

Unknown sights, smells, and crumbs,

Keen to protect his home and family,

Every day is a new adventure.

 

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<3 Me

(So sorry everyone for my disappearance! I had been extremely busy with finishing up school. In fact, just last week I graduated from college with my bachelor’s degree, bringing with it the end of an era! I’m going to do my best to get back to writing and post when I can. Thank you for your patience, and I hope I haven’t lost you!)

 

She stands at the edge of a cliff

Eyes closed

Breathing deeply

In and out

As she contemplates her next step

 

The road to this moment

Has been long and difficult

Years of both

Success and failure

Victory and defeat

Joy and pain

Love and hate

 

Memories from her past

Whisper in her ear

Caress her skin

Tugging gently at her dress

Filling her thoughts

Luring her to turn around

 

Many months have come and gone

Lives have moved on

Yet she wonders

If she should reach out

And make contact

 

It will never be as it once was

The past cannot be rewritten

Feelings wither and fade

The old is replaced with new

 

Over the cliff

Lies the ocean of her future

There will be calm waters

With stormy seas

Everything is a possibility

Nothing is certain

 

Frozen with uncertainty

She prepares to make the plunge

 

<3 Me

Moments of Intoxication

Your fingers trailing

Across my skin

Leave a path of sparks

And tingles

Plunging me into a state

Of delirium and pleasure

 

Helping me to escape

The weary woes of the world

With the clasp of your hand

Joined with mine

 

Looking into my eyes

As if you are gazing

Into my soul

Seeking out my deepest

Thoughts and desires

 

The smile from your mouth

Radiates all the way up

To your eyes

And out through your arms

Wrapped tightly around me

 

Our bodies gravitate toward

Each other

In an indescribable intoxication

That neither of us can

Explain

 

Let us enjoy

One another

In these moments

Of laughter

Of care

Of intimacy

<3 Me

Driftwood

Clinging to her piece of driftwood

She gazes out at the vast sea

From where she floated

To where she is headed

 

How did it come to this?

Where did it falter?

 

The waters initially tumbled

Around her

In an encompassing embrace

Of passion and certainty

 

Storms battered and threatened

Yet still she clung to the driftwood

Vowing to see it through

Making it work

 

As she clung fiercely

It began to feel loose

Disintegrating

No longer sustaining

Support and life

 

It is unwise

Clinging to what will

Inevitably cause her

To sink and

Drown

 

So she let go of

The driftwood

And surrendered to

The pull of the tides

Into the unknown

 

Maybe there will be

Something

Or someone

Someday

To help keep her

Afloat

-Me

 

(I’ve debated and suffered long enough over my feelings and found that B isn’t the one I should be with. It shouldn’t be this painful, stressful, and emotionally draining. I deserve someone who will treat me like the amazing and beautiful woman I am and never hesitate to show he cares.)

Wondering

Does what you say truly come from your heart

Or is this an ideal you rushed into without

Undergoing true thought and meaning?

By your words, actions and lack

Thereof, I painstakingly wonder.

 

-Me

Heart Be Strong

Heart be strong

It won’t be long

‘Til you will be fulfilled

The dark will end

You can depend

On that it will be stilled

 

Loneliness creeping in

Emptying me of motivation

Rendering me helpless

Powerless to accomplish

What must be done

 

Heart be strong

It won’t be long

‘Til you will be fulfilled

The dark will end

You can depend

On that it will be stilled

 

Feeling removed from everyone

As if a wall has been erected

Between me and the outside world

I would love my hand to be held

As I am pulled to inclusion

 

Heart be strong

It won’t be long

‘Til you will be fulfilled

The dark will end

You can depend

On that it will be stilled

 

The distance is difficult

Depending on scattered

Texts and phone calls

But his voice and words of

Love and support help heal

 

Heart be strong

It won’t be long

‘Til you will be fulfilled

The dark will end

You can depend

On that it will be stilled

 

<3 Me

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